May 2011
42 posts
What I realized last night.
Is while me and my brother were messing around doing some 1 on 1 hoopin’ it up on the courts last night and of course hogging one end of the court to ourselves, I noticed everyone staring at us like it was some sort of taboo for a soon to be 20 year old playing with his 13 year old littler brother rather than try to get a pick up game with kids my age. Do people not value their relationship...
I love getting new gauges.
I exist because I dream.
Each breathe that you take has a thunderous sound....
And do you ever wish you’d be unknown?
I can say that I have..
I can say that I have..
And do you ever feel things here aren’t right?
And do you ever feel the time slip by?
And I can say that I have..
And I can say that I have..
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We all need a reason to believe.
Thinking of cool tat ideas for this line. Can’t express how much that album has helped me through the past couple years. But then again…it makes me sad. Feelings blow, emotions suck, and the baggage that comes with them both can be draining. “love can take you anywhere you want”
We're going down, down in an earlier round, And...
36 holes and 10 hours worth of golfing today on 2 hours of sleep (I know, I’m crazy). And now sunburnt as could be. It was nice to be free from my thoughts and worries. Back to the real world I suppose.
We're not perfect
and that’s the best part about it.
If you can hear me right now, if you're listening....
Ones of THOSE Nights.
Yeah. Posted all my poems/songs on here finally. Obviously I put a lot of heart and emotion into these. It’s not just a hobby of mine now. It’s a way I stay sane. I knew I had a knack for this back in Jr. High, but I didn’t realize how much it could help me. I’m sure you can figure out what most of them are about. Whenever something starts to bother me and I need to get it...
If You Believe Me, It's A Mistake
Well get up, get up
You can only try
Let me tell you ‘bout life
Hold on, wait nevermind
A tiny billion lights
Is the reason why
You’ll never see the road.
The colors that you carry,
Aren’t what I need.
I’m blinded by the fact,
That if all this is merry.
Why do we pick it apart,
Like a lion to your decaying heart.
Well get up, get up
You can only try
Let me...
The Creator
Smiling, Oh I’m drowning into dreaming
Only to be saved by breathing
A hollowed out time of bright days
Being who we really are from the beginning
Just a couple birds in the silver sky
I don’t get the blues
But when I do I hope to survive.
Frowning, Oh I’m drowning into my thoughts
Only to saved by the pond docks
A hollowed out time of evenings
Seeing how our past will...
Mr. Disney Sir, You Have It All Wrong
A million spoken words
A tiny broken heart
Whatever happens happens, at least,
At least that’s what you said from the start
Now that I’ve got that across
You can only run so fast for so long
Yeah baby that’s right I said it
Cause this is what we call a marathon
I’ll always be on your tail
Chasing your scent is what I do best
And I’ve got nothing better
...
Illusion Of A Time Well Spent
Just speak your mind
Release what the reaper has collected over time
Hopeless romantic
To never love more than a man will admit
Like a snake without a bite
I was your mouse just waiting to be ripe
A thousands little words,
For a million changing thoughts
Reason’s can’t explain
Why my stomachs in a knot
If alone is what you want
Then a throne is what you get.
But...
You're So Much Cooler Than Hell
These walls are bland
This place is empty
Full of nothing to forget
Full of everything to regret
How much longer are we going to live like this?
Tie me up, shake me down
We were always good at fooling around
Rip it out, smash it well
This is getting hard as you can tell
Under blankets, keeping warm
I’m sweating but I’ll weather the storm
“Well hun the end is near
I...
Dead With The Living
Growing up I was taught a few things
One of those lessons was to follow my dreams
But how is that possible without any sleep
Or better yet when you can’t even think
It seems to me my best friend these days
Is this thin white sheet poisoned in ink
We live, try, and die with demons inside us
It’s a constant reminder of the struggles within
The answer recieved won’t be the...
Thermoplyae
Sitting here in a darkly light room
I can only think of these thoughts
Second guessing each road I take
The monster comes out after dawn
Always playing tricks, trying to change everything
It’s like a demon sent by God to hoplessly save me
And it’s only getting harder…
This world I let it hold me back
Can’t help but dwell on mistakes from the past
It’s the...
Marathons Aren't For Me
Running all the time
This mountain in the sky
Running all the time
In a world filled with lies
Pictures moving in a frame
Essence of beauty lost in souls
Feeling nothing but our pain
Ignoring the signs going south
We accept it just to stay sane
Because we’re…
Running all the time
This mountain in the sky
Running all the time
In a world filled with lies
Imaginary...
Pulling Straws
I’m driving away from this small town
To find a place more sincere
Need to clear my head from nonsense around
Got to meet someone that cares
Because I’m always pulling straws
Sitting around for that one call
It seems like a curse upon myself
Ruined it all with words I never spoke
That letter still sits up on my shelf
The one with all the words I always wrote
The wheels...
A Faint Mistake
Climbing mountains never felt so hard
Painful lessons earn these scars
You were always at your best
My cards played from a different deck
Higher hands, your chips were null
I was the joker set aside a fool
Off the books
This isn’t right
Eat your heart out
Dinner’s been set
And just in time
It’s been three months of wondering
How can I fix myself to be him
Lovers...
Time Machine
Looking back so far I would have never thought this journey would be so hard
Living life day to day, no regrets or any hint of shame
Only lessons learned and nights mix with good friends and champagne
So show me the way
What’s it like in your shoes
Better you than me making those moves
I’d rather walk in the rain
And wash away the pain of all those sunny days
Nothing will...
Sociopath In My Arms
Like a cold wind blowing
She left me with chills
Too bad it’s summer
I’m sweating out the thrill
And the late night mosaics hanging upside
With malicious intent to tear me down
Before these regrets become too much
I got to earn back any dignity left laying around
Play me, play me, play me good
you wear that disguise better than anyone should
Lay me, lay me, lay me right
...
Best Four Year's Of Our Lives
I’m in a place I shouldn’t be
Fitting in is such a cliche
This cheap beer goes down like water
But not as smooth as that drink from your bottle
Don’t judge us by day
Only the animals come out at night
With a touch like that I won’t need any lights
We’re all just devils dressed in drag
There’s the one that every guy’s had
Peaking out the window
...
Mr. A Targe
Awkward silence in prestigious amounts
This awkward silence will kill me, no doubt
The shadow you make could freeze over hell
It’s hard to hold my tongue
But I still wish you well
No matter how far I get
I can never get far enough from you
Believe this now and believe it again
You’re the bug laying beneath my skin
Always managing to get away
Leaving scars where you used to...
Nostalgic Nights
I always seem to think too much
Hearing all this shit I feel stuck
Trying to sleep has put me in such a rut
I always seem to think too much
Growing up just makes me want to sigh
Losing friends from cutting in line
Hanging out in the park on the 4th of July
All we had were clouds and the sky
I miss how we used to be
Owning the world by the branch of a tree
That thing on the shelf I...
It's Electric
The present is the room Our past the light Future is the power That made it alright Never trust the other This mirrors blocking my sight Times flying by You wasted mine Keep it all inside You puke up lies The day we try again I will be held to all my sins Love was the lines The poles our hearts Actions from the other In the form of cars Head on collision Now everything’s so...
Mala Fide
Call it quits, It’s not enough
There’s no peace, I’m over you
Wait a second, Changed my mind
You’re so worth it, You’re so mine
So just come with me
Me and you, let’s fly away
Tangled in sheets of midnight suede
Kick it back, let’s play the game
Like water being out to sea
Close your eyes and come with me
Those turquoise eyes
Look straight...
A New Day
Let’s keep our feet on the ground
Your heads in the sky where everyone can see
I miss you so damn much
This couch is a drift amongst a cold dark room
and no one has a light to come find me
I miss you and you’re touch
I keep the curtains cracked
So when the sun shines through
It will remind me it’s
a new day to forget you
and if it’s raining still
well...
Tree Meets Lumber Jack
Well I touched your chest to warm my hands from the cold.
But all that I felt were unkept promises you told.
Well I tried to help you the best that I could
But the only thing you were good at was changing moods
Can’t you see?
The only difference between you and me
Is you live your life like a tradegy
And I live mine like it’s meant to be
Drinking tonic water watching leaves...
People are so fucking greedy.
Be happy with what you have. Or strive for more.
